12:17 a.m. | 2003-12-18 If Only. If only I could be in front of a wood-burning fire, while receiving a massage at a beachfront property, I could get some decent sleep. Or become pleasantly comatose for a couple of days. I still maintain that that�d be cheaper than all these meds I have to take, but what do I know? And, yes, since there is no fire, massage or ocean action going on, I am grateful for the meds. They don�t relieve pain, but I can function. I am thankful for that. I truly am. your thoughts? seed flower